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07 January 2006 @ 07:11 pm
on a whim, i went to crowders and got a new don hume holster that fits like half of the glocks made!!! it is the nicest holster that i have and i have like 4 or 5... it keeps my G26 close to my body and rides high.. best holster i have.. i am getting good reviews over at glocktalk and the men there are reassuring me that i have made a stellar investment. they arent cheap though!! now to circuit city to see if i can get on if best buy chooses not to keep me... god i hope best buy keeps me... cmon messer, pull one for me dude!

it just dawned on me that i have a birthday coming up.. i will be 22 years old 1 month from today. hopefully in my 22th year on this planet, i will FINALLY become a police officer or a narcotics agent... please pray for rabbit.
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: augustana
07 January 2006 @ 05:04 pm
so my day started off as not really a day. i slept until like 230pm! bad bad bad rabbit. i hate doing that shit but when you stay up all fucking night, its difficult not to. anyways, once i got up and moody failed at humoring my ass, i went to unicoi county to see sheriff harris and he was not there. but i left my diploma and college degree (copy) there with him along with my resume. then as i was eating at sonic in erwin, mom calls me as she and dad are en route to chattanooga to do who knows what.. shes like well i just talked to susie. and she told me to call her. so i did. susie said that i have a job lined up with the mississippi bureau of narcotics as a Narcotics Agent in northern MS or a job as an officer in Clay County Florida where she lives... clay county is jacksonville, florida. so i mean if i do all that while cara is in school or whatever we will be ok. she has already said that she is going to go somewhere in tennessee, georgia, or virginia. so we know shes not going far away. i told her if she was going to go far away, i was going to take the job with the california highway patrol!!! she subsequently shut me up.... LOL. it was funny. they have been after me hardcore!!! they sent me 3 fucking videos yesterday!!! LMAO!! i couldnt believe it. now if i only had a VHS player, i would watch them... but i dont. so today, on all accounts, has been a success. i have the cell number of the deputy governor of mississippi... how glorious is that!?!?! i was instructed to call him first thing monday and speak with him. so that i am going to do. in the mean time i am going to fill out this clay county application for the clay county sheriff's department. things are slowly looking up for me as far as police jobs go. the washington county sheriff's office hasnt shown one damned bit of interest and that doesnt surprise me one fucking bit. oh well, maybe i am going somewhere else. who knows.
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: gratitude
06 January 2006 @ 05:29 pm
marcus vick was kicked off the va tech football team finally. his blatant, rude, offensive, and thug-like behavior was finally enough and the hokie coach said he was done. thank god. i am so sick and tired of thugs that make millions or are going to make millions acting like fucking shit heads! vick is a sorry piece of shit and deserves to be in jail. he breaks the law and gets off because he is marc vick. i say FUCK YOU marc vick you son of a bitch, go sit in fucking jail like the rest of your thuggish cohorts you motherfucker.
Current Mood: livid
Current Music: 3eB
06 January 2006 @ 12:08 pm
well texas won the rose bowl! vince young was unreal. i was just glad to see the trojans get beat. i hate those motherfuckers. i have worked the past few nights and it has been boring as hell over at the LP stand... last night was DEAD! its hard to believe that i have been @ Best Buy for over 90 days! i talked to messer last night and he said that he is going to try his hardest to keep me on... i hope he does but if he doesnt then i am going to go over to circuit city and apply there. i dont know if they have LP or not. i have so much shit to do today its not even funny. i need to do some laundry, go to walmart and get my oil changed, check the mail, eat lunch, and do some other things around johnson city... i am just not looking forward to having to sit at walmart for 2 hours! or longer...

still havent heard anything from a police agency that sounds good. fuck!
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Current Music: the fray
04 January 2006 @ 08:35 pm
i went to point blank tonight after cara left the house and chatted with my buddies mike and mark. mark works there and is a 9mm man like myself. however, they got a new G30 in that was really catching my eye and made me want it.. BAD! the G30 is a subcompact .45 auto. i have always wanted a .45 auto ever since i have been old enough to own firearms and carry them. the G30 retails for $515.00 @ point blank. thats where i would get the firearm if i ever bought or trade for it... i honestly dont see myself trading my G26 for the G30 just because i love the 9mm round and can use it in law enforcement. however, if i get hired at the unicoi county sheriff's office and kent wants me to get my own weapon and he wants me to have more than a 9mm, then i might have to part ways with it. gah it will be sad if i have to. but i really doubt thats gonna happen... SERIOUSLY.

the rose bowl is on and texas is getting beat right now. i hope they beat usc because i hate them like all hell. go longhorns. may the southern boys of texas beat the liberal fucking trojans of southern california. more when the game is over..
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: none. watching the rose bowl
04 January 2006 @ 01:38 pm
As a Law Enforcement Officer, my fundamental duty is to serve mankind; to safeguard lives and property; to protect the innocent against deception, the weak against oppression or intimidation, and the peaceful against violence or disorder; and to respect the Constitutional rights of all men to liberty, equality and justice.

I will keep my private life unsullied as an example to all; maintain courageous calm in the face of danger, scorn, or ridicule; develop self-restraint; and be constantly mindful of the welfare or others. Honest in thought and deed in both my personal and official life, I will be exemplary in obeying the laws of the land and the regulations of my department. Whatever I see or hear of a confidential nature or that is confided to me in my official capacity will be kept ever secret unless revelation is necessary in the performance of my duty.

I will never act officiously or permit personal feelings, prejudices, animosities or friendships to influence my decisions. With no compromise for crime and with relentless prosecution of criminals, I will enforce the law courteously and appropriately without fear or favor, malice or ill will, never employing unnecessary force or violence and never accepting gratuities.

I recognize the badge of my office as a symbol of public faith, and I accept it as a public trust to be held so long as I am true to the ethics of the police service. I will constantly strive to achieve these objectives and ideals, dedicating myself before God to my chosen enforcement.
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Current Music: excited
04 January 2006 @ 01:28 pm
woke up at 1318 hours and it felt great to sleep that late. cara should be coming over today. i think we are going to watch the national championship... go texas!
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Current Music: the click five
03 January 2006 @ 01:12 am
i watched the west virginia mountaineers beat the georgia bulldogs tonite by myself and it was glorious. i hate georgia. though i am going to be a police officer in atlanta, i still hate UGA. i am a VOLUNTEER all the way. now its time to shower and go to bed. well watch a movie in bed. all i need to my girl to accompany me there.
Current Mood: chillin
Current Music: acceptance
02 January 2006 @ 07:37 pm
i absolutely fucking hate linda farrow. if you do not know her, disregard this. she is a lazy, worthless power-tripping bitch. if you are asking yourself who is linda, well here is a detailed description of who she is NOT. ready?

-pleasing to be around
-a hard worker
-good supervisor

well if that is not adequate enough, i will tell you who this bitch is.. this is what linda is...

-a dike
-ugly as shit
-power nazi
-avoids work
-always has to have 'her ways' done
-always has to give her thoughts on the matter
-did i say LAZY?!?!?!
-smart ass yankee BITCH
-know it all (or so she seems to think)

ok. there you have it. that is linda farrow. if you still are perplexed as to who this shitty piece of protoplasm really is, well i can tell you EVEN BETTER!!! she is the supervisor in my department at best buy. i work in loss prevention and merchandising. i watch and deter theft. well, hang on... isnt that what LOSS PREVENTION duty should entail? i think so. but maybe i am wrong... i am only an honors graduate of east tennessee state university in criminal justice and law enforcement, but perhaps my interpretation of what LOSS PREVENTION is, is totally wrong and fucked... moreover, i dont really deter theft. i just greet and say hi and bye to people as they rob us blind. and if i touch one of the customers or visiting theives, I GET FIRED! how royally fucked is that shit? anyways, fuck that. back to this nazi-bitch. linda. she is the supervisor over merchandising. damn the moron who appointed her to that position. she is a fucking idiot who is less educated than i am, and i am 21 years old. and one whom is NOT educated gets a good job based on what? HARD WORK, maybe? yes! hard work. well this bitch is the total antithesis of hard work. she tells everyone else what to do, refuses to help unload the truck, stock the store, load vehicles with bought merchandise, create pallets, do devo, do ad-sets on sunday mornings at 5am, pull orca's, etc. you might find yourself asking then what the fuck does this shit do? well, i dony wanna be too hard on her... she is a killer pricer. man, she can price the fuck out of cd's and dvd's; prior to having ME take them to media. also, from what i hear, she is a killer solitare player. oh yea, she knows how to operate RSS too. the gentleman who works right under her, ric, is the epitome of a good, hard-working, best buy inventory associate. he gets on the truck and throws boxes with us. he unloads the truck. he prices. he does ad-sets. he creates pallets. he takes things to departments. HE IS A HARD-WORKING EMPLOYEE. unlike and the total antithesis of linda fucking farrow. yet he is UNDER her. that is bullshit. i hear he doesnt want her job. for why i dont know. but according to her job performance and from what myself and other associates have said and viewed on a daily basis, who the fuck wouldnt want that job?!?!?!?!?!?! however, i respect ric's decision to not want it, regardless of his thoughts behind his decision.

anyways, this bitch, linda, remember her? i was in best buy tonight buying a few cd's and she sees me in wireless talking to haylee and she asked me if i am "packing"... like she knows about guns or something.. haha. i told her i was. i always carry my glock 9mm with me. everywhere i go, within the parameters of the law. and since there is no sign posted saying that guns are not allowed on the premisises, i carry there when i am NOT working; like tonite. well she comes over and asks me if i am packing and i tell her yes. she tells me to take it to my car. so i do it. shit like that pisses me off. if it is policy then POST A FUCKING SIGN SAYING NOT TO CARRY BEST BUY!!! its not fucking rocket science. best buy is just a conglomeration of liberals. fuck guns. have abortions. let fags get married. etc. etc. i just cant wait until i get a REAL JOB as a police officer and dont have to deal with assholes like linda farrow.

now, many associates and managers who work there, including those who hired me, are fine people. tabitha is a fucking liberal and that sucks, but she is cool. she ACTUALLY WORKS. the other night, she helped unload the truck for 2 hours. props to her. ric is a great employee. messer is the best. gah i love that guy. hard worker, respectful, backs his employees, relates to them, listens to them, and creates a good work place. glad to work for that man. john clark is the gm and he is kinda to himself, which is fine. he never has given me trouble and runs a store well, from my perceptions.

basically, my problems are with this bitch called linda. lazy ass power-tripping BITCH.

off rant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cara has been with her parents then entire time she has been here over the holidays. at first i was annoyed with it but i understand. she never sees them and she needs to spend what little time she has with them. so its all good. i do not want to be selfish. i also went to crowders today with moody and he bought an H&K .40 handgun. beautiful gun. i really like it. looks sharp. i wouoldnt buy one because they are overpriced. they are no better than a GLOCK and cant endure the hell GLOCKS can. yet they cost more. i love my GLOCK 26 and know that i have the best there is. but dont get me wrong, H&K's are good guns. moody is paying over $700.00 for this motherfucker!!!! he could damn near own 2 GLOCKS!!!!!!! wtf would you wanna get an H&K when you can own 2 GLOCKS! glocks are very very basic and many think they are ugly. i think they are beautiful and incredibly sexy. cara shooting my glock is fucking brilliance in its purest form. i love it. she is also a good shot with it. i went to mahoneys in reference and hopes of getting a shoulder holster but i was reminded of how uncomfortable they can be, so i didnt get one. now i am here and enjoying my day off and bought to go watch some more college football.
Current Mood: livid
Current Music: acceptance
i am amazed at the way certain people can hear music and words in their head and make it sound good... one of my most recent favorite cds is 'all the stars and boulevards' by a band called augustana. they are absolutely otherwordly. i am listening to a song called 'sunday best' and the place that dan layus got to write that song, i will never know...

i have this surreal memory attached to this song... i was driving all night to atlanta to test with the atlanta police department in the pouring rain. i remember the rain fell like water from a drenched faucet, crashing into a dirty sink of unwanted remains of food. it was a dreadfully, dismal day to be on the road... however, i got up at 0315hours and drove to atlanta, georgia to test with the atlanta police department. as i drive down I-75, all i played was augustana... their cd is just so emotional, yet catchy that it fits all my emotions in one play. this song, 'sunday best,' is about a girl that is heavy with life and all its burdens and she is wearing her best to greet each day... and this young boy is in love with it.. in love with her... in love with her so much that he pays notice to her 'sunday's best.' the thought of such is breath-taking and surreal. i will never forget going to atlanta, and being there on a dismal, and rainy day, and missing home, while playing this song and thinking about cara. though there is no real relevance to her and correlation to her via this song, something about it reminds me of her and makes my mind's eye peer into her world, if only for a moment.

have you ever listened to a song or heard a song that just made you want to cry for no real reason? i hear songs and just feel the emotion the author had when he/she wrote it, though i may be oblivious to his/her basis, and just sympathize with it so beautifully. maybe i just see the small things in life and take them to be far too much... who knows. nevertheless, i am thankful for my ability to appreciate such penmanship. i view such a song as penmanship to an unknown recipient. the writer of the song writes a note to someone they do not know exists... is there anything else of equal beauty? other than the love of christ, i am afraid not.

in another song called 'bullets' by the same band, augustana, dan writes and sings, "jack and coke, please take off your coat..." for some reason, that lyric is just otherworldly... i dont know why... i guess it just symbolizes the beauty of a man longing for a woman's company in its purest form. i love it. as i sit here with an empty can of milwaukee's best and my bose headphones on, i am the epitome of gratitude for the small things in life. though i am troubled to some extent as we all are, i am extremely thankful for my ability to appreciate such art and recognize it. many miss it and miss they do... so for all the lonely folks out there who are in some disposition of strife, my advice is this... imagine someone who was or is the most important thing in the world to you and picture yourself casually saying those words to he/she... its simple really, "jack and coke, please take off your coat.." the meaning of life lies in those words.

Current Mood: perfect bliss
Current Music: augustana